November 2012
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Nov 22nd
February 2012
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"Saw the Love bloom from the start. It was a great...
My uncle who introduced my parents to each other posted that quote on my mom’s fb page today. I miss my dad but I can’t even begin to imagine exactly how much my mom misses him. They were just 20 years old.. 31 years of marriage. “…in sickness and in health..until death do us part”
Feb 8th
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December 2011
7 posts
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redefining the words "Best Friends"
Emails, games, photos, chats, webcamming & phone calls every single day for four months straight.. Even though he was really busy with his band, touring, and work, he still made a point to contact me. He kept me sane and I’m beyond grateful for that. No one has ever been this patient with me. No one has done half of what he does and continues to do for me. There are 7 billion people in...
Dec 31st
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"You are to me as the sun is to the trees, Without...
Dec 21st
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Condolences
If I could define the past week in one word, it would be “condolences”. I truly appreciate everyone’s sincerest apologies for what has happened. However, I believe there’s really nothing to be “sorry” about. My father has passed away and he is free from all pain, suffering, and negativity. He was 53 years old and cancer unfortunately had the upper hand. ...
Dec 18th
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Dec 11th
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Pearl Harbor was attacked on this very day 70...
#Neverforget
Dec 7th
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Situations
Lately I’ve been thinking about how differently everyone responds to all types of situations. It’s completely understandable though. Some of us live a privileged life with no worries at all, whereas there are others who are going through god awful shit every second of their lives. I think something that really sets people apart is how they DEAL with a situation which pushes them out...
Dec 7th
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“There are dreamers and there are realists in this...
Dec 1st
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Dec 1st
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November 2011
8 posts
Nov 25th
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Nov 16th
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Going to Hawaii for Christmas
chaotichristian: with @jmremonida. pineapples tako poke spam musubi warm weather beaches IT’S OFFICIAL! Christmas/New Years in Hawaii with @ChristianCha0s!!
Nov 14th
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‎"11/11/11 is also veterans day. Before you start...
Nov 11th
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Nov 5th
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rip off your Face.
Beauty. Forgive me, I know I have talked about this before but something happened today that both crushed and made me stronger. Although I love my mom to the moon and back, I will not lie and tell you that I had a great time growing up with her. She brought me down. She called me fat. She criticized my looks from as far back as I remember. It got SO bad to the point where I almost had an eating...
Nov 2nd
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“Dear man who will propose to me in the future -...
Nov 2nd
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October 2011
6 posts
Moon.
“Never ignore a person who loves you, cares for you, and misses you. Because one day, you might wake up from your sleep and realize that you lost the moon while counting the stars.” something I came across a long time ago that just popped into my mind.
Oct 31st
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the Little things.
I had a rough night last night… Extremely tired, I willingly collapsed at the foot of my dad’s bed hoping to get a few minutes of some shut-eye. I thought he was fast asleep until I felt him rest his foot on my calf. I looked up, saw him smirk a little, and then go back to sleep. It’s times like these that make it all worth it. My heart has been tested so many damn times but...
Oct 25th
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his body is slowly failing..
i love my dad. …never stop appreciating your parents. death as we know it may be inevitable, but you can at least cherish each and every moment you have with them. ignore the small stuff. the nit-picking, arguments, disagreements.. all of that is only temporary. they are hard on you because they LOVE YOU. Look at the bigger picture. All they want for you is the best, even if it takes...
Oct 14th
if you could Change yourself, would you?
What if Life was configured so differently that we were able to change who we were and what we looked like? Lets say, we had the technology to do so. Or even, lets say that magic existed and things could be changed in a matter of a snap? Be honest. Would you do it? Would you change your face? Don’t lie. Would you make your teeth straighter, your noise smaller, or your lips fuller? ...
Oct 10th
the other not-so-other Woman.
 Admit it. You are uncomfortable with the fact that your fling/ best friend/ boyfriend/ significant other is friends with another girl who YOU believe is much more attractive than you. I’ve seen it time and time again. Shit, I have had my fair share of moments I now look shamefully upon. I know how it feels. I know how your mind can wander into thoughts you may never have known you...
Oct 10th
ah, mister "You".
“You are a part of me. We’re going to get old together no matter what… Our friendship is definitely different. Whatever it is we’re not going to lose it. Stop worrying about anything that goes on between us because no matter what we’ll stay together.”- him. Have you ever been so fortunate to have someone fit so perfectly in your Life that it would seem almost...
Oct 8th
September 2011
9 posts
miraculousliving asked: I think that if there is a God, which I believe there is, she'd/he'd/it would be happy that you're honest with yourself instead of just pretending to be something you're not. For many years of my life I stopped believing that even exist because I wanted to take responsibility for my life. It's only until what I went through recently which I may post a blog about sometime...
Sep 24th
Do you deserve Him?
I’m Filipino. Both are my parents are Filipino and both are strict Roman Catholics. From as far back as I could remember, I went to church every Sunday followed by CCD, or catholic school. I went through the whole sha-bang a.k.a. The Holy Sacraments, obviously with the exception of marriage. We’ve been through it all. We’ve come across the “crazies” on the street...
Sep 23rd
hello Me.
I know I promised no pictures but I couldn’t resist. Meet Little Me at 1. Awhile ago I came across something that sparked my interest and caused me to think about where I am today. If I were to somehow meet myself as a little girl, would I be pleased with the person I have become? First, I know Little Me would ask the whereabouts of my “Prince Charming” or “John...
Sep 21st
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miraculousliving asked: I've read all your posts now and I'll admit they brought tears to my eyes. Like I said, you have a lot of courage to say what you are saying but I think this world so BADLY needs it. I am honored to come across people with big hearts and strong will like you. [I hate this message limit, I use too many words!] I would love to get to know you better and I am glad I could be that person to...
Sep 18th
miraculousliving asked: Also! If you would like to submit something on my blog please feel free to do so because I want to begin getting people to start sharing things there where it can be a community for people to be 'real' with each other like we've been talking about. I know a lot of people want to but it can be scary to try and do it by yourself. You can also always send me an ask if you need advice...
Sep 18th
miraculousliving asked: Wow, I am really touched by your blog and definitely happy that you have started following me. I wanted my blog to be a place where people could vent or share their life with not just me but everyone who comes across my blog. I wanted it to be an outlet but also and inspiration. Sadly, I haven't put as much into it lately because of being extremely busy but your blog is definitely inspiring...
Sep 17th
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Girl of my dreams.
More often than not, we come across the cliche “live as if you were to die tomorrow” saying. In that moment, we decide to make this change. We fill our heads with empty promises of adventure. Sadly, as easily as the thoughts had entered our minds, the promises start to fade away as we fall back into our normal routines. A little less than a year ago, a childhood friend of mine passed...
Sep 4th
The gift of sight.
Vision, taste, smell, hearing, and touch are the five senses many of us are fortunate to have. It isn’t until we are deprived from one of these senses when we realize how much of a gift they are. For a few days now I’ve been reflecting on the gift of sight and how many of us take it for granted. Without sight we would literally be lost. We wouldn’t know where to go, what’s...
Sep 3rd
This is my Beginning.
I decided to create a tumblr as a way to release my thoughts. If you so happen to come across this, be prepared to take a front and center seat into my Life. no pictures, no sex, & no attention-seeking gimmicks other girls in my generation have decorated their tumblr accounts with. This is me. Raw and Real. Here we go.. read it or not.
Sep 2nd